
I'm sure everyone remembers the polygamous sect that was all over the news two years ago now or so about when over 400 children and young women got taken away from their families because they had been forced into a young marriage or weren't being properly taken care of. They were taken from a religion called Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. They obey the prophet and it's a very dictatorship like religion.
This book is about a woman who grew up in this religion and at age 14 was forced to marry her first cousin. It's about her experiences growing up and living in a family with like 20 siblings just from her own biological mother. Then her father had two other wives with a similar number of children. Things happen and their family gets torn apart because of the dictations of this "prophet" as well as the fact that her siblings had powerful questions about their faith. Ultimately she ends up losing many of her siblings who defect because they don't 100% believe in the faith and then she is forced to marry and her mother does nothing to help her. She spends 4 years or so with this "husband" where he continually forces her to have sex and numerous other problems. Through this all she is meeting with the prophet asking to be granted a release from her marriage because deep down she knows that what she is experiencing is wrong, but he won't let her.
Elissa Wall speaks very eloquently about her experience within FLDS and why it took her so long to leave the faith, even with a number of her siblings telling her how great life outside of it all was. She was really able to represent the fear of being condemmned to hell if she stopped believinng in the faith and I found myself throughout her story actually sympathizing and understanding why she continued to stay in this horrible life. And I do not do religion.
Well written and enjoyable.